Mythos: Retellings and Self-Excavations: Poetry Collection
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Sometimes
Ogma says
We must gather firewood
Instead of poetry
The Alphabet in the mouth
Won't build itself
The Ogham is a small house
In the rhyme of living
But in the dark woods
The twigs don't fall right
Bres reigns
When he Delights
Tethra's limbs
Are swords in the night
But the story flows
In piles of pine
Amber songs
Are quite divine
When the splinters
Haunt the tired mind
The seeker's guide
Chimes with mapled
Lyrics of riverslime
The Corncrake's quest
Is the sound of flight...
And are we the pen
Or the memory
Of a bygone time
When we scrawl
The verse of ancient
Walks in the woods
With the Nectar
Of everyday songs
And yearning for more
In the deep Earth roots
Of the moment's lore?
The Morrigu
Heads hang on the Loom
Of the Night-womb
Voices of Valkyries
Sing flesh tunes
Warm and velvety
As blood leaks onto stone
Their cries are sovereign
Wedding memory to carnage
The dead are threads
Between their fingers
Rewoven, respawned,
As their enemies' children
Leaves fall in every forest
All drops will know the Ocean
Steeds gallop in every chest
Hoofbeats thunder in the West
Over the battlefield I fly
Souls join me in the sky
I hold them to my breast
Swaddle them in threes
Beings of the Bean Sidhe
And like a Spear
We shoot straight
Through the heart
Of everything
Rending the satin twilight
Dragonflight is our drumstory
Talons pierce their prey
Bagpipes screech
Phantoms chime
On the hillsides
And my crows dive
Past the skyline
Careen past lifetimes
Offered up like milk
And I am healed again
Walkurjas, scavengers,
Their widows cry
While I laugh
Because the grave
Is an effigy
Of the resurrected
Their feet will run
Through these blades again
The eels and Wolves and hens
Change shapes too many times
They always forget
But like babes in my hands
I gather them near
Whoever tastes death
Has another chance
Sargasso Seas recall their Kin
Round Tables meet in gilded glens
Lake's Lady's dwell in inner depths
But the Sagas of tonight
Are still unspent
And Nemain's foes faint with fright
The Badb's tongue is still alight
With the flame of Macha
Verdant as the Ford and stream
The Corn goddess is still asleep
So tonight we fly
Their ghosts roll the dice
The Tuatha meet the tides
Of an old wave and myth,
Fierce and Fomorian,
To crest, Ironclad,
With the battle blossoms,
Scarlet-flushed and white-eyed.
White Flame
Dark, the acrid root,
The Lorg Anfaid,
Burrows under the hills.
The smoke-shrouded blizzard
Like the Dagda’s mace
Turns its grey eye outward
And leaves the slain in the fields-
The oaks unrobed.
Solar cinders are smoored…
Shadows dig empty wells
Into the knolls
Where the Sidhe
Once drank deeply
With the children
Of Oimelc.
But the Bride’s fire
Still burns in Kildare
When Her veil
Blossoms over the land.
The White Flame
Calls Danu’s children back
By name,
Tends them with a floral train
That burgeons, candle-lit,
At the foot of the patroness
As the King of the Tuatha
Raises daisies from the grave,
Stokes the embers in the caves-
The Saint runs bare
Through verdant blades
When Spring unfurls
The Cauldron warms
And the Light uncurls
Into the hearth-hills of Ireland.
Traidisiún Istigh
Rain falls in the canyon
Heat and streaming tincture
Sculpting misty steeples
Vapored sanctuaries
Ancient arrows soaring
Antlered and dendritic
Through unhewn brain-forests
Arboriform altars
In skylit furnace
Sylvan nerve-roots helix
Past the aspen spires
And here am I (delighted)
Tending Brighid’s fires
Eyes the plucky lyre
For Her hearth-song
To be played
Lion's Gate
Antheian wreaths gush rays
Coined goldenseal and nightshade
Stamped low in earthskin footpaths
As Morel-glyphs and moonbath
Dialects of softwood
Braid elm-alms and stardust
Supine stoops of heart-huts
Guard Orion, Earth, and Sirius
Panther meadows constellate
Legends of the eighty-eight
Land-scripts in flaxen pyrite
And verdant scythes of cone-spice
Where creatures crouch on hillsides
Tors of sprouting manes and legs
Rimrock herd from story-web
Hangs Wind-threaded to evenlight
Feathered-flock blossoms leeside
Frost-fyre snouts of northern gales
Stampede through the August grails
Of Eithne-wheat and leaf-tide.
*Inspired by the Lion's Gate (8:8) when the Sun is in Leo, and Earth, Sirius and Orion align.
New Religion
Boughs of Swallowtail morning
Forge a quiescent doctrine
Serpentine covenant spawns
Cesaire’s first steps on Erin
A trinity of arks embark
Far west on apricot horizons
Handfasted vows of Malachite mountains
Near the shores of Blue Lace Albion
Within the spiral path of Oak men
As faithful as any congregation
On the Selenite spectrum
Spear and altar pre-ordain
Lugh reborn as Cuchulainn
Litany in greenstone glass
And verse of mango citrine
Symmetry
Today, the answers are outside.
Cards to be pulled
Toes to be curled
The buds alight
The cat black
The forest wet
The stones aligned
Sometimes it’s enough
For the why
To remember itself
As flesh
Taliesin
The stardome
Permits my entry
Salmon dreams
Overtake me
Watermelon tourmaline
Finds its purpose
Summoning initiation
With a broad brush
Sometimes in wheat beige
And others with red-faded pink
Stalactite memory
Sweet and piercing
Crimson milk
Sucked from a thumb
Pricked and primed
To feel as alive
As the child does
When it is chased by a dog
Which becomes a wolf
With the right kind of mind
Ready to plunge to its death
Or to be invited
To become the next portal-
Recursive Rosen Bridge-
Reborn in a web of pelts and brine
As Awen
Palindrome
Never odd or even
The way it conjures itself
An ocean becomes a drop
When I name it Wisdom
I try to call it forth
But slippery as a salmon
It will not become a book
A hymn will barely lend a tone
When I try to coax it to be more
Oh who was it I saw, oh who?
When as a youth I imagined
A thousand lanterns were me
Each shape an incarnation
A sea of fire straining to translate
How the shadows danced with each other
As I only noticed the flickering
Never odd or even
But ever intermingling
The seeds become a field
They refuse to be distilled
Or even guessed at
Until my fingers run through them
Each season, each moment
A synthesis of the empirical and unknowable
Won’t lovers revolt now?
When they find out
Their certainty was only temporary
As I release some lanterns back over the ocean
To quench their naïve insistence
That mirrors always know what they reflect.
Be
Your scent greets me
Sweet symbiosis
Tantric tapestry
Breath weaving
Cradle-wise
Not like last time
The fragrance snagged
When I cried in the canyon
Because I had not
Been told your name
Asked a guide for a book
On plant life
Pages turned
But there were no names
For the bouquet
Of barkflesh and honey
Primordial knowing
That we had met before
Or which life it was
Where our limbs
Last tangled
Today I respond
With a symphony
Of lucidity
If I yank the thread
Too hard
It unravels
The dust dream
I let you fill me
With your Sap-fruit
Empty my mind-chalice
Of thoughts
And today
For us
Entering and leaving
Each other
Through the path-sugar
Of stomata and lung
Is enough
Tale of the Fisher Kings
Rhiannon's birds were whispering
As they soared above the moldered kingdom
They couldn't wake or lull to sleep
The world between dimensions
They kept skipping over the ripples
Of windy currents and Time
Like little pebbles over the surface
Not really wanting to Dive
What they knew too well
And no one likes to tell
Is that there were many Kings
Trapped in the dash of their own fevered questings
They did not sit at the round tables
But hunched their shoulders in isolated corners
Of the castle, which was dank and gabled
With mounted tails and silent mourners
You see, all the Grails were empty
They had been out fishing far too long.
They didn't even have enough oil
To light their lamps, yet kept the curtains drawn.
There wasn't anything left to regret
Or they were not capable of it
Save for the debts they incurred
When they stole the last Trident
They could never pay its price
Let alone wield it like the pelagic*
They didn't have enough eyes* to see
That beasts can never control magic
Even Poseidon couldn't save them
When his family hung on the hooks
And he met his own swinging Gallows
In the trials from their Holy Books
Still, their hazy eye-nets
Cast themselves at invisible mountains in the distance
They chose to mine for gems like dragons
And built statutory moats for fences
Thus their whole world fell off its tracks
It couldn't find its way back
To the realms of volumes and sovereigns,
Powers and provinces
The only thing that still creeps on the dead beach
Is the old Lady Goldsmythe
Shaking her finger at the chatty blackbirds
And hunting for a rye-wolf* to make bread with
Notes:
Pelagic: The upper layers of open sea
Enough Eyes: The trident symbolizes many things across cultures, but almost always some version of a Trinity. This reference alludes to the third eye (or intuition) being closed.
Rye Wolf: A demonic creature from Germanic folklore that haunts the rye-fields
Shadow Self
Winds howl inside the hounds
It is dark
In their woods
Because they turned their eyes
Into the sun
Like Alexandre’s stallion
Tripping over hoofs
And dangling reins
Far too bright
To notice the light
Or tend the shadows
They Became.
Their blades found their marks
In bridled vixens
That lost themselves
When they smelled the blood
Because they turned their knives
On their own hearts
And couldn’t grieve
What they forgot.
Albums
A bristlecone pine reclines against the sky
A queen with lovers on lids of Etruscan sarcophagi
She ponders the night, leaning against a sparkling wave of starseeds
Her serpentine spine embarks on an intimate journey with the east
Tying on grey-granite hiking shoes and
Chasing Orion over the peak of the Family Mountain
Her lover, who is not so very Sirius,
Manages to keep a straight face
When four of her cones turn into talons
And she learns how the wolf tastes raw meat
Telling stories with cloven feet
And wrapping the pelt of responsibility around her shoulders
Coming of age in the belly of a four-legged species
Lends a ladder to her limbs
Rungs climbing the branches of Her ancestors back to the heavens
She becomes a black howler monkey
Swinging from bar to bar
Wrapping new fingers around the stories in the Centaurs’ marigold manes
She is the spangled wildfire
Burning Lyra’s chords back into the campfire melodies
Because Her psyche cannot ever be buried
Just sung. felt. discovered,
Again and again
The wind brushes the tight lid off the jar
Watching the oiled rim fall to the fertile floor
Shepherding the fleecy growth of Calla Lilies
The pine straightens her crown
Spits the cotton out of her mouth
And names herself Anastasia
We are the pine
Stretching out our limbs
And flashing our fangs when the old crone’s picture albums crack open in our bones
Note: Anastasia means resurrection
The Crossing
The Fogs are blanketing
Their gauzy bodies over the lake
Spinning milky webs over our heads
Birthing Spider Woman’s babies
The Hunt is Over
And we are not hiding in the Hills anymore
The grassy doors are creaking on their hinges
And the stags listen to their music
We have taken back our birthrights
Named them like kings
And sent them in the silver ships
To the lands evergreen
We have chosen this return
Anointed our lips with our own spells
Dipped our fingers in the mists
Of our own stories
Rent the shrouds obscuring our true powers.
We remembered the shrines
Climbing back to the skies
And named our origins
Blessing them with Wild Orange
And healing in their Motherchurch*
We have touched our own blood
Painted with it in caves
And did not shy away
From the myrrh we gave to the earth
When we reclaimed our Magic
We have ridden the White and Red Dragons*
Stroked the trails into their backs
Written their names in the Labrynths*
With the pens in our Passages
Galloping across dimensions
We are the Traditions
Of Creations and Cauldrons
Poems and Pendragons
Music and Morrigans
We are no longer Vagabonds
But initiates of our Inner Selves
Calling up the Veils
Casting them aside
Like Beltane’s brides
And Returning to Avalon
*The White and Red Dragons are actual Ley Lines in Glastonbury, England